thank you stickers
thank you stickers for dreaming of sunshine in our freshly cleaned room.
I love you.
This was the mom group in the beginning, and this morning we met again.
It was my first time in so long.
I was actually nervous.
I couldn't think of what I was going to say, and when I showed up, I thought, I was going to cry.
I thought I was going to be nervous, and on the inside, I was.
I just didn't know what to do.
I didn't even get out of my car, and this mom who I haven't talked to in so long said, "Oh, do you remember me?"
Of course, I did, but I didn't know how to react to that.
It was so awkward, but after everyone was there, we settled down, and it was a good morning.
Good because I got to see everyone, and bad because I didn't feel like I belonged anymore.
I feel like I should have met up with them much sooner, because I know they've been through all that I'm going through, and I just don't feel like I can relate anymore.
I haven't talked to this girl since the first day.
I was hoping to go to book club again tonight, but I haven't heard anything.
I guess I should have called, but I didn't feel like I had to.
I know they would have invited me if they wanted me to come.
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